The therapeutic power of blogging

Earlier today Lemon asked me to take a quick look at a text she'd written, still unsure whether she would publish it or not. Which led us into a quick exchange about the therapeutic power of blogging. I wish I could explain this better. I wish I could provide some rational explanation of what it is about blogging that makes me cherish it so much. How come it's the only hobby of mine that has kept me interested for as long as it has. Is there a logical justification for why I spill my heart open here, in public? Is there a way to know why this has become the only place to act politically? As I am saying this, peio is rolling his eyes, the way he does every time I try to explain myself. It's the curse of being a social scientist, I tell him. And, unfortunately, I think I am right. So, instead...I will just tell you what writing here feels like. I keep writing because this place makes me feel like the little girl in the sandbox, you know. With her mom, around, letting her play and be adventurous but always watching her back, even when she doesn't act like she's watching. Writing here makes me feel just like that. I play and try things out. And you watch out for me. You sometimes talk. Sometimes just let me babble on. But I know you're around. It feels really really nice. Soothing and invigorating at the same time. But mostly, just, really really nice. And for that, I thank you. :)

Iiving it up in US

How long will it take to get there? Why is there so many people waiting for the same thing,to go far away from home and travel where ever live sets you to go>Many days have come and pass where i can only sit and dream of things to happen, move my thouhgts away from where i am right know and just swift myself forward in the future. Ever had that feeling where time just stand still, even just for a moment, you are free.So here i am working full time, studying part time,volenteer weekends,starting back on track with my drumlessons and many more,waiting to get back on my feet. For all i know i might just be writting to myself,or the person who might never reed this...All i know is everyday living here comes to a close end to a return for something new and exciting.Just me living it up in US

Chill outWhat you yellin for?Lay back It's all been done beforeAnd if you could only let it beYou will seeI like you the way you areWhen we're drivin in your carAnd you're talkin to me one-on-oneBut you becomeSomebody elseRound everyone elseWatchin your backLike you can't relaxYou tryin to be coolYou look like a fool to meTell meWhy'd you have to go and make things so complicated?I see the way you're actin like you're somebody else Gets me frustratedLife's like this youYou fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you getAnd you turnin intoHonestly, you promised meI'm never gonna find you fake itNo no noYou come over unannouncedDressed up like you're somethin elseWhere you are ain't where it's at you seeYou're makin meLaugh outWhen you strike a poseTake offAll your preppy clothesYou knowYou're not foolin anyoneWhen you becomeSomebody elseRound everyone elseWatchin your backLike you can't relaxYou tryin to be coolYou look like a fool to meTell meWhy'd you have to go and make things so complicated?I see the way you're actin like you're somebody else Gets me frustratedLife's like this youYou fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you getAnd you turnin intoHonestly, you promised meI'm never gonna find you fake itNo

some family videos...

hi...its me again..

well 300 visits to my profile in less than weeck, wow that kool.

women women women...yeap a new post with a women's talk about...

9:25 PM , location= windows life msn..tlakilng on chatt=

- an old friend(woman) starting a conversation..=/>

--hiiiiii!!!

me> hii,, hey realy how much time..(smile cartoon)

-- (huggie cartoon)

me> so wth happened with u?

-- Im sick

me>realy (bored conversation 4themoment...) uh..thats so bad new..

-- humm dont worry its just flu

(in my mind: what the ...h*^*!!) me> ah ok....so....uneed heelp?

-- well I have get some things in the market

me> stay at bed , its good when u are sick...

-- yeap but...

( me going 2 the kitchen.....)

( 2 minuts after.. in my msn)

--well maby ull can help me...

-- so...uwanna come with me to the wallmart?

-- heyy wr r u?

-- so..I see ur busy

--jooooosssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

--ok u less

-- r u there?

-- joooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooossssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

--****** its sing out.

what's ?

to be continued...

well ..Im a little bit confusse today...
Im new here..& realy dont hav idea about how to work in the blogger so Ill be here trying to get something good ...but the cuestion its...serius...I realy need a blogger? 4 what? just to write here any funny comment? to show any familiar video?(hu,...thats good idea,,) wrbr..

I was watching some blogs...wow ..(well less one) but how get an original idea in a unknowed world? its like first day in a new job. anyway, its time to learn here...how pick upload pics, vids, music..to make a intrestand atmosphere, u know, I wanna make a blogger lika a "starbucks" u know I mind? but without frapuccinos corse, (free plublicity..) its a nice place but ull never gonna buy a "zuccero's cd" for 36 bucks rigth? but its nice can see a full stand of european cds while u take ur moccachino hot cocoa grande .. its somethig familiar in this act, iT like b a "friends" star, living in the middle manhattan, or somethig like this,,,and ok that my point...how I can put thaaaat setation on my blogg?
any idea? plz tell me...anyway , here we go..( maby I hav to put any bjork?s cd picture...) in a green underground.